What has made me happy ?
Getting a Walkman with a 3 band graphic equaliser on my birthday so many many years ago.
Owning an iPod touch does not match.
Getting a BSA Mach 1 in school after a BSA slr can never be matched.
Having dad's Maruti 800, Baleno and the Wagon R all 3 put together can never add up.
Having a psp and a ps2 can never match up to the joy and happiness of a solar powered pocket video game that costed 350 bucks when my father's salary was 1800 bucks.
It means so much more now than all the toys that Arjun has.
I never have to sacrifice anything to provide for my son.
All the Nike, reebok, addidas and puma that I have today can never add upto the joy of having Sumitabh's worn out pair of Nike.
All the tshirts and clothes that I can buy today without batting an eyelid at the swipe of a card can never match up to the joy of searching for that one gem of a Tshirt from the used clothes lot at the Nixon, in the company of friends, who are still friends for life.
The world is no longer the same.
All the watches that I can buy for myself which I never do cos all they do is tell the time or gifting them to people I still love today which I actually do once in a while with or without a reason can never match upto the happiness of having the timex digital in class XII.
What brings happiness ?
Is it having something , or is it longing for something and then having that something.
Or is it the time that one can spend with things acquired over time.
Happiness is probably a state of mind which differs at different points of times in the entire life span.
Here today, gone tomorrow.
It's all the same.
A happy childhood is something that no one can ever take away from you.
12 December 2011


